http://joylazaro.blogdrive.com/ joylazaro Sat, 15 Sep 2007 14:10:02 PDT http://www.blogdrive.com Copyright 2007. Computers & Internet Entertainment People http://joylazaro.blogdrive.com/archive/81.html Sat, 15 Sep 2007 06:08:38 GMT I am quite scared now that I have been. I don't know it sometimes put you on a level wherein you cannot possibly believe that it is truly happening. I thought it wouldn't ever happen but here it is and my husband truly happy about it. I have been thinking, it seems we have been blessed by more than a material thing or anything money could ever buy. Yesterday was the 1st day I have known, did 3 tests already all came with the same outcome..Now I am reading things about the process and what should I do. She isn't talking to me about it probably the idea hasn't sink in yet, but I am hoping she... (more) http://joylazaro.blogdrive.com/comments?id=81 http://joylazaro.blogdrive.com/archive/80.html Wed, 28 Mar 2007 05:22:26 GMT Do you even hear the sound of my heart beating?never...I don't know but these two words kept on bugging my mind..Probably it's something I want to say sometimes especially when I am very annoyed...oh well, sometimes I just can't get it over with..At night before going to bed, I wish it'll go away..my feelings, my emotions.. 2nd week of being home alone..It isn't as bad as I thought it was..it is just that I have to live without vegetables..don't know what to cook here in this house. I didn't get the IT job in the hospital..Sometimes I think it's not me anymore...It's the timing and... (more) http://joylazaro.blogdrive.com/comments?id=80 http://joylazaro.blogdrive.com/archive/79.html Thu, 08 Mar 2007 06:32:59 GMT As i am writing this journal, I gave a big sigh that it why oh well was the title..I had a good night sleep. I receied sms messages about R's departure and hope all will be well. I hope that my sis and her kids will be alright. And the next time they go to the airport, hopefully it'll be my hubby the next. On Monday at 1130am I will be having an interview on the IT department for the IT tech job. I was really nervous yesterday, but as I went to work it took my mind off to it. It doesn't matter if I don't get the job atleast I still have the one in the hospital. I'll just tell them what I... (more) http://joylazaro.blogdrive.com/comments?id=79 http://joylazaro.blogdrive.com/archive/78.html Tue, 27 Feb 2007 21:03:54 GMT N told me about the hardships you're going through and why you were crying. I am really worried about you, if only I can do something just to help you out, I would. It as if all the problems had came out all at the same time.I know you can do it, I can't say anything just to ease how you're feeling but I am praying for you, I know you're strong. You will surpass all those hardships at the end of the day it will be alright. When r leaves, it's all part of life's trials, and all you have to do is just to be with your children, I know j will help you in all the things, he's also affected because... (more) http://joylazaro.blogdrive.com/comments?id=78 http://joylazaro.blogdrive.com/archive/77.html Sun, 25 Feb 2007 16:32:36 GMT This is the new song the I am not tired of hearing over and over again, though it was my first time to hear it yesterday, i liked it right away..anyways, nothing much to do but relax today cause it's my dayoff, basically all I ever did was be on the internet all day, but I am thinking of reading another book, I'm gonna try Marian Keyes this time, let us see what she got. Right now, I havent talked to hubby, he's somewhere, though there is a part of me that is saying not to trust him or basically I don't really trust men, especially saying where they really are or what they're doing..I wish I... (more) http://joylazaro.blogdrive.com/comments?id=77 http://joylazaro.blogdrive.com/archive/76.html Fri, 23 Feb 2007 20:08:41 GMT I don't know if my old english grammar worked, anyways, I was just being artistic..but this is just one of those days I feel so helpless, nothing to talk to but myself, my thoughts and my prayers..I once was a smart girl, not on aspects of life but in school. I loved school, everyhting about it..Getting to learn new things especially when I got my dream course..ECE..Engineering for me was a passion, I could never have been better in any other courses but this one is meant for me. Learning about electronics, its priniciples, doing diagrams understanding current-voltage relationship and the... (more) http://joylazaro.blogdrive.com/comments?id=76 http://joylazaro.blogdrive.com/archive/75.html Fri, 23 Feb 2007 06:16:40 GMT This has been the same since day 1, it is now day 11, and I still can't find wait for the results. Just want to document everything and I hope in a few weeks it will change. I don't know when but I'm crazy to find out the results. I hope the embassy finds it favorable..Anyways, we'll see...I'll post the new status if ever it changes.. http://joylazaro.blogdrive.com/comments?id=75 http://joylazaro.blogdrive.com/archive/74.html Thu, 15 Feb 2007 06:44:35 GMT Last time I remembered saying I wish to be sick because I want to go off from my work, but since I needed the money, I am going to work even I know that the people will get my colds and cough. Its getting worse now on my 2nd day. Cough is getting dry and colds getting heavy. Somehow I managed to treat it with cough syrup and erythromycin..Oh well, just be careful on what you wish for, now I am a bit sick but since I need money for my hubby's arrival I can't go sick cause the hospital's my only job at the moment. I will soon give up Mcdonalds, so I can find another job that quite is pleasing... (more) http://joylazaro.blogdrive.com/comments?id=74 http://joylazaro.blogdrive.com/archive/73.html Tue, 13 Feb 2007 13:26:20 GMT I have internet access today via Mom's account. I am doing Pain clinic today which deals with back and the spine. The doctor is not here yet but he will come soon. As a Nursing Assistant, I have to setup and run the clinic. It isn't a difficult job. You never have to use your brains...which sucks...The morning clinic I did I saw the doctor doing some calculus on a piece of paper with all the variables of dx and dy he used as well as the integral sign and the zero-infinite calculations...I was really surprise why the heck does he know math? I think it has something to do with the equipment he... (more) http://joylazaro.blogdrive.com/comments?id=73 http://joylazaro.blogdrive.com/archive/72.html Tue, 13 Feb 2007 06:44:19 GMT I have been trying to get into the site for my daily blogs but as you can see, my mind's not clear. I have been busy for a few weeks because I had been completing my documents and now my hubby submitted it yesterday to the British embassy. The process for application is far easier now than it is before when I applied for my tourist visa. The lady in the front desk told him that he needs to wait 15 days and if we don't hear from them it's better to get in touch. I don't know but 15 days? is it really that fast? But to top all of that, we always argue all about things over the phone, he seems... (more) http://joylazaro.blogdrive.com/comments?id=72