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I am quite scared now that I have been. I don't know it sometimes put you on a level wherein you cannot possibly believe that it is truly happening. I thought it wouldn't ever happen but here it is and my husband truly happy about it. I have been thinking, it seems we have been blessed by more than a material thing or anything money could ever buy. Yesterday was the 1st day I have known, did 3 tests already all came with the same outcome..Now I am reading things about the process and what should I do. She isn't talking to me about it probably the idea hasn't sink in yet, but I am hoping she will be with me until the end, I am scared not only of what I have to do but what will happen. I have to really watch out of what I eat now, no sweets or soda, no hamburgers, not too much rice..but a lot of fruits and veg..and milk...argghhh all the food I never used to it...anyways, even if I am scared it is just because it's the first phase but sooner or later and as of now, I am truly happy, blessed and very excited...
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