Do you even hear the sound of my heart beating?never...I don't know but these two words kept on bugging my mind..Probably it's something I want to say sometimes especially when I am very annoyed...oh well, sometimes I just can't get it over with..At night before going to bed, I wish it'll go away..my feelings, my emotions..

2nd week of being home alone..It isn't as bad as I thought it was..it is just that I have to live without vegetables..don't know what to cook here in this house.

I didn't get the IT job in the hospital..Sometimes I think it's not me anymore...It's the timing and all...and the people they want..is it because I don't have this English accent???keeps on bugging me now..

OPD sister gave me a year's contract for band 2 salary because I am already doing full time in there..At first I hesitated..And yet, I said I needed the job and the money for now...It isn't really what I want..

Checking the universities here around..I don't know if I will be able to afford it..But I would really love to have my master's degree...I better think about it..