JoyLazaro

Friday, December 24, 2004
Pasko Na!!!!!!!!!

Ngaun,makapilipino muna tema ko, ewan ko ba sa kadahilanan ata ayoko ng maniwala sa mga Amerikano, tutal di nman nila ito naiitindihan..Mejo inaantok pako ngaun habang nandito sa opisina. Nagpapalakpakan ang mga tao sa tuwa kagabi, natapos na ang 9 na gabing pagpupuyat ngnit napakasrap ng pakirmadam ko kc mas npalapit ulit ako kei Lord..Hayy,dko na mkikita un mga paborito kong karakter sa simbahan. Mga bagong mukha na tga smin, mga kaservice ko dati ngaun na ngsisilakihan na..Mga kapitbahay nmin na nglalaro lng sa kalsada noon, ngaun ngbibinta't ngdadalaga na. Pinakapaborito kong parte ng pagsisimba ay un pgkain ng puto-bumbong..Ewan pero ang alam ko magpapasko na...

Ngaun napalaitan ko nman ang layout ng aking Blog, mejo umayos, mejo gumanda..Pero ewan ko cguro papalitan ko ulit kc masyadong maliit.

Hayy 30 porsyento kikitain ko sa pagpasok ngaun, kapalit nito ay 3 araw na wala munang sakit ng ulo. Ang aking kabatchmate d2 sa trabaho pagkaraan ng 2 taon mhigt ay tuluyan ng aalis dito sa trabaho naming walang kasiguraduhan..Pero malki ang aking utang na loob dito, kundi dahil sa trabaho kong ito, dko mabibili ang mga gusto ko at baka ako'y isang taong walang abilidad at walang kaalaman.

Ang alam ko lng mgpapasko na kinabukasan. Sbi nga ng pari ang pasko daw ay para pagyamanin inde lamang ang materyal na aspeto ng buhay kundi pate ang spiritwal na bahagi nito.Sa wakas ngaung taon nrrmadaman ko na ako'y tao muli..Di na ako zombie nglalakad na panay trabaho nlang iniisip. Sana man lng meron kaming bakasyon na 2 lingoo tulad ng normal na empleyado..Sana lng..Napapagod din ako..Ngunit ganun tlga ang buhay..

Pero tama na nag drama sa lahat ng aking, kaibigan, kapamilya,kapuso at lahat ng Pilipino sa buong mundo..Maligayang Pasko sa inyong lahat!!!!!!!


joylazaro wrote his/her thoughts @ 10:07 am
Thursday, December 23, 2004
Christmas is just around the corner..

Its the 23rd of December. I was on sick leave yesterday coz my back hurts. I have lot of plans to think of this Christmas. I will have a 3 day restdays from Christmas up to the 27th. I have lots of things in mind. What I am real excited i..today would be the last day for the 9 day novena mass of Misa deGallo. And this would be the first time I will be able to complete it. I just wanted to ask the Lord God for good health and better lives for all Filipino people (sounds so serious ayt?). Anyhow I have given some of my gifts to my friends and co-workers,received gifts as well from Mumai and Janey. I am so happy making people happy as they make me happy too. Its Christmas eve tomorrow. I have done the shopping for the Christmas eve meal. I bought a HAMONADO which I consider cheap coz the branded one coz around 400 pesos..Whoa!!!..I hope before this year ends I can buy myself a new bed...

Just to add more. Rhyss whose now 2 years old always go with us during Misa de Gallo, he makes  tantrums on the church smile to people and gained alot of admirable fans because of his wonderful smile...Anyhow,sleepless night will be son be over. But I found out that Ill be reporting to work on Jan1 next year. So much for happiness...Anyhow...we'll see..My shift ends at an hour or so. Monday, my friends from high school would have a dinner hope I could join them...

joylazaro wrote his/her thoughts @ 12:38 pm
Tuesday, December 21, 2004
Gift giving

I have received a gift from one of my good friends here in the office. She was kind enough to look for a gift for me. I would definitely open the gift on Christmas eve placed it together with the the other gifts under our Christmas tree. People are all now busy thinking of the best to give, whats the most suitable present especially for their special someone. I have already completed my gift shopping almost 2 weeks ago. I was really anticipating this year's Christmas coz this would be my 1st time smelling the cool breeze of Christmas morning...But the real esence of gift giving I believe is to understand the importance why Christmas only comes in every year and why it gives the people a warm feeling although the weather is cold than normal...Why it feels so sad not having your loved one around you during this season and why people smiles alot and even forgives those pople who sinned them and they even ask for forgiveness...Probably the real essence of Gift giving doenst come from material things though its really relevant its where you feel that the gift will make the person happy and really feel remembered....That's what I felt evrytime people remembers me..Thanks Mitzie..You're the 1st friend who remembered me in such a special way...But to top it all, thank you Lord Jesus for all the true friends I have left in this world...That's the best gift I had so far..Friendship.....

Merry Christmas everyone!!!!

joylazaro wrote his/her thoughts @ 11:36 am
Monday, December 20, 2004
A Denied leave

I applied for a one day leave and found out this week that it was denied. I cant understand but I have been sick for about a week now. But I always think these things and how my metrics would be if I dont go to work.But there's always this question inside my head, do they want people to rest? We are never given any leave even Christmas leave,I think we pay you good is a good sentence. Nevertheless I dont want to elaborate things. I was having a fever and found out I got an infection. Yet I still have to go to work, by hook or by crook...When will I see the end of the line for all of this?

Mom offered a car or a vacation..You could either spend the vacation here or buy a car (2nd hand lng gus2 nya kuripot c mama)..Do you know what I choose VACATION....probably next year three weeks would be fine...I badly needed one right now.
Nowadays, I havent had the time to have a social life because Im, always tired seems my body is too weak for a night day out. I am so bummm!!!!

joylazaro wrote his/her thoughts @ 08:39 am
Friday, December 17, 2004
Starting over

I have enjoyed watching starting over at the ETC channel. It's a reality show that helps to woman to start over and work on some of their attitude problems. The thing is..its not scripted and I could normally relate to one of the characters. I always make it to a point that I reach home before 5pm.
I have really enjoyed watching them though I found out that what the cable shows is very much outdated..Probably 4-5 months late..Try this site to read it over http://www.startingover.tv/meet/index.html

joylazaro wrote his/her thoughts @ 11:03 am
Thursday, December 16, 2004
Misa de Gallo

Misa de Gallo starts today, but to some who needs to work at an early time, I have attended the 9pm high mass. I was with my sister and my nephew last night. The priest's homily said that the 9 days for the Simbang gabi is commemorating the 9 months that the Blessed Virgin Mary conceived our Lord Jesus Christ. The Misa de Gallo has been a tradiion to our family eversince I was small kid. What I really like about the Simbang gabi is the cool breeze in the morning, the warmth in the smile of the people who goes to church, the very knowlegable homily by the priests, and puto bumbong,bibingka, the lights and the parols on the street. Well that I was all in the past coz, I have to go leave for work at 330 am and just reminisced those times, although the simbang gabi will always be a way of praying and asking for forgiveness and most likely for the Lord's compassion for our fellow countrymen.

My college friend texted me at 1 am. I had 4 hrs of sleep. He was someone special or he used to be...He informed me that the barkada wont have our yearly Christmas party because my friends who had a 7 year relationship already broke up. Well thats how life goes...I will be texting Pia later to say hi.

I have already placed my gifts for everyone under our Christmas tree. I am so excited for this years Xmas, I would be celebrating Xmas just like any othe human being does, not as an operator or an answeing machine. I have a teammate who swap his sked with me for saturday dec 25. That includes dec 24 as well.. It would be my first time again after 2 yrs. I am planning to go to EK on christmas with some of my high school friends and of course my hunnie..Anyhow, to everyone..Happy Holidays!!!

joylazaro wrote his/her thoughts @ 06:43 am
Wednesday, December 15, 2004
back pains

Right now I am suffering from a pain at the back. I know Its really strange. I always have fever in the evening. Sometimes it scares me alot. But i'll be getting a checkup on saturday. The doctor says I need to have my urinalysis or else we wont be able to find out whats wrong with me. This scares me alot. I have to care of myself, if only mom was here, she may know what's wrong with me. I need to be strong for myself, him and my family. I get so scared of the fact I am feeling pain. I cant work this way....I know God will ease the pain. I have become too dependednt on drugs and medication.

joylazaro wrote his/her thoughts @ 08:03 am
Tuesday, December 14, 2004
Gone for the weekend

I hate going back to work..Though without it I wont have anything for me to survive. Right now I am currently moody.Hated my 1st call for today. Man...But gone for the weekend meaning I was home.Pampering myself because I was sick..fever was one of my weaknesses. Cant harldy move.Then I took alot of rest. Rest, sleep alot,, journeyed through my thoughts and read some of my books. I got a new book I bought for 30 bucks, To love again by Danielle Steele. Im now going to try to see how love stories goes.  It almost 2 weeks before Xmas. I have almost completed my gift shopping..Thank God! But I am so excited to buy our noche buena feast..This would again be my 1st time to celebrate Christmas eve at Home...Thank God I am on the morning shift... Gotta a call yesterday from a company, later I will have my interview. I am so excited..looking forward. But I wont expect alot...

joylazaro wrote his/her thoughts @ 07:41 am
Thursday, December 09, 2004
Just another day..

Everytime I go to work I think of this song...It makes my day...It seems related to me in any other ways because it tells about the same routinary things you do everyday. Sung by the beatles...I was strike by sickness today..probably not here in blogness, not that I would. I have strong belief that life will change somehow. I just want to remember this song evryday especially the travel from Novaliches to Ayala riding on a bus to my way at work.

Another Day
Ev'ry day she takes a morning bath she wets her hair.Wraps a tow'l around her as she's heading for the bedroom chair.It's just another day.Slipping into stockings, slipping into shoes.Dipping in the pocket of her raincoatIt's just another day.At the office where the papers grow she takes a break.Drinks another coffee and she finds it hard to stay awake
It's just another day,It's just another day,
It's just another day,It's just another day.
So sad, so sad,Sometimes she feels so sad.Alone in her apartment she'd danceTill the man of her dreams comes to break the spell.Ah stay don't stand around and he comes and he comes.But he leaves the next day.So sad.Sometimes she feels so sad.As the post another letter to the sound of five.People gather round her and she finds it hard to stay alive.
It's just another day,It's just another day,
It's just another day,It's just another day.
So sad, so sad,Sometimes she feels so sad.Alone in her apartment she'd dance.Till the man of her dreams comes to break the spell.Ah stay don't stand around and he comes and he comes.But he leaves the next day.So sad.Sometimes she feels so sad.
Ev'ry day she takes a morning bath she wets her hair.Wraps a tow'l around her as she's heading for the bedroom chair.It's just another day,It's just another day,
It's just another day,It's just another day.


joylazaro wrote his/her thoughts @ 02:32 pm
Wednesday, December 08, 2004
Christmas shopping rush

Its 2 weeks before xmas.I have already completed the gifts excluding those for my friends. Last year I was able to buy before december came but this year is different. We really have different lives now. It seems that life is far more different. Commodities are going high....Except for me perhaps...=)

joylazaro wrote his/her thoughts @ 11:15 am
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