Yesterday when I was about going home..I realized that Life is such a precious gift, never to waste.
Second thing I have learned:doctors, nurses and those who have medical profession, I consider their work as a source of depression although it is because of this shocking experience.. ( i hope no one gets offended) and one last thing I want to be with someone I loved before I leave this world..
I logged out at excatly 5:03 pm, I was really tired, hoping very much to reach home earlier than expected. I rode MRT, funny was I was just thinking about how I can furnish my website..After that I reach North Avenue to ride FX via Novaliches, there was this woman around 40-50 years of age.. I was about to sit down in the front, but another lady seated in the front..I knew there was something worng with the old lady because she seem tired..
Then we were turning right reaching SM north I heard heavy breathing...the old lady was breathing heavily..the driver said
'Mgpphatid na po ba kau sa hospital?'
The old lady was breathing real hard..The lady beside her put some Vicks on her nose..The old woman just said :
'Sa lung center nlang po..hirap na hirap nko..dali..dali' .
We were all panicking and the FX driver counterflowed the street just to reach Veterans hospital..The old lady wasnt talking anymore all I heard was a sigh until no sound came from her..When we reached the Veterans hospital..She wasnt moving,her head was almost down...The girl beside her was saying:
Ale, ale gsing na kau..Ale Ale..
Oh my God, she wasnt breathing..the emergency ward was a long way..seems it taking forever..and she was turning pale..
I was really panicking I said 'Akina na po gamit nya.. F---K,!!cellphone lowbat ano ba yan'.
She has lot of IDs, but no phone number..Her name is Resurrecion, i wasnt able to find that out because I was so scared, i wanted to be home...but I wasnt we reached the emergency ward at exactly 6:10 almost 5mins after the old lady passed out..she was a chubby old woman 5'2 in height, seem tired from a day's work.She wasnt moving but seem she was just sleeping and most of all she wasnt breathing..The girl beside her said..'Grabe nanginginig pako'..i was holding her bag, but i gave it back to the girl because I couldnt find any IDs that has phone number..she has lot of IDs, lahat ata sideline un..but she does have a driver's license..we were all at the counter of the emrgency ward all 9 passengers plus the driver..minus the old lady on the strectcher struggling for her life..I just saw her, doctors are putting a long tube on her mouth, her body was moving up and down, as if she really is trying hard to breathe..I say a little prayer eventhough I didnt know her just by name..I dont even remember her face..The girl beside her I considered an angel because she stayed behind, I couldnt find phone numbers, funny was she found a little phone book with the old lady's residence..
We went home..all of us were quiet along the way..i was texting my honey, i was scared, for myself..I realized that life is short really short to think about what should happen to us in the future if we become successful or become what we really wanted to be..I have learned a lesson thru that experience..Always be ready, pray and live life healthy..I wanted to give up something I cant right now..'grabe bat pa kc ako natuto nun..'I always wanted to know why life is full of surprises you'll never know what happens next, i am always getting ready for the future, always wanted a wonderful life because I know life is living successful with all the material things, with cars and probably my own house living on another country..But I think what I wanted after that..to be with some I really love and have my own family, to be with my Mom share all the times we were not with her..Most probably, I said to myself life is really short to waste it and not to tell people you love how much you really love them and forgive those who have hurt and ask for forgiveness as I imagine things I just said a prayer....
be it in good time or not, I give my life to you..
I know I havent been talking to you lately but I wanted to tell you Lord
give me time to spend my tme with people I love..tell them how it is good to live a life
we have all the blessings that life could offer
and there are times I still ask for more without thinking about saying how much thankful I am
I should be thinking of repenting and forgiving others pople's faults..I asked for forgiveness dear Lord
all what I have done in the past..all that I am about to do..I asked for forgiveness if I changed alot after having a job
I want to ask for a second chance and hope you will always be with me and to all the people who believed you are the almight God..I realized that our life is your gift, we should not be wasting it..but living it to the fullest
under your name..thank you dear Lord for all the blessings and the love..
