N told me about the hardships you're going through and why you were crying. I am really worried about you, if only I can do something just to help you out, I would. It as if all the problems had came out all at the same time.I know you can do it, I can't say anything just to ease how you're feeling but I am praying for you, I know you're strong. You will surpass all those hardships at the end of the day it will be alright. When r leaves, it's all part of life's trials, and all you have to do is just to be with your children, I know j will help you in all the things, he's also affected because he knows you're sad, I know TB will help you out as well. I am sad as well, I understand how you feel, don't forget I am always here for you, no matter what. Someday, your life will get better and I love you and the kids with all my heart. I am always praying for you everyday, and someday we'll all be together in this place.take care.

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